Well as long as we’re talking about the ancient internet, who remembers this.
You just like the idea of me. You like the person I present myself under circumstances that I can control.
I choose what I say and how I say things. It’s like being attracted to a fictional character in a book. They are scripted and made up. If you think about it, through writings, we all script and make ourselves up. I don’t share the person I become when I am upset. I don’t show you how I look like when I sleep. I don’t tell you about all the times I’ve made someone cry. All the guilty things I’ve done and the bad thoughts I’ve had. Han (via heightened)
Anonymous asked: PWP sterek recs GO
oh jeez i don’t read that much pwp omg okay hold on
i don’t know whether these are strictly pwp and i only ever read bottom!stiles but
Location Is Everything [NC-17] by LouLa
WORD COUNT: 8,081
Stiles doesn’t really care where it happens, so long as it happens.
Slow [NC-17] by JenNova
WORD COUNT: 4,487
Derek takes his time because he can.
Have It All [NC-17] by doc_sock
WORD COUNT: 5,876
Derek is glad that he and Stiles are fuck buddies, really. So he wants more than that. So what? It’s not like what he wants is important.
Eat, Knot, Love [NC-17] by pandabomb
WORD COUNT: 29,866
Stiles Stilinski, an omega and teenage nobody, is going into heat very soon. Alpha Derek Hale takes notice. (p.s. i know it’s a lot of words but it’s a LOT of porn)
Tear Out All Your Tenderness [NC-17] ladyblahblah
WORD COUNT: 1,597
AU/future fic, in which Stiles is also a werewolf, and Derek likes the thrill of the chase.
but monsters are always hungry, darling [NC-17] by Rena
WORD COUNT: 7,070
"I just…I just want someone to fuck me,” he blurts out, flailing his hands around. “I mean, like, really fuck me. Not any of this wishy-washy stuff, but someone with strength and stamina who’ll actually, honestly, fuck me, hold me down and fuck me so hard I can still feel it the next day.”
“So, essentially, you want a werewolf,” Lydia deduces.
“Where would I even find a werewolf willing to fuck a human?” Stiles demurs. Werewolves mostly keep to themselves. Stiles doesn’t blame them.
“Oh for Christ’s sake.” Lydia levels him with a hard look. “You find them where you find everyone you can purchase the fulfillment of your every sexual fantasy. Find a damn hooker.”
some of these have a teensy tiny bit of feelings I’M SORRY I CAN’T HELP MYSELF
In fact a mature person does not fall in love, he rises in love. The word ’fall’ is not right. Only immature people fall; they stumble and fall down in love. Somehow they were managing and standing. They cannot manage and they cannot stand – they find a woman and they are gone, they find a man and they are gone. They were always ready to fall on the ground and to creep. They don’t have the backbone, the spine; they don’t have that integrity to stand alone.
A mature person has the integrity to be alone. And when a mature person gives love, he gives without any strings attached to it: he simply gives. And when a mature person gives love, he feels grateful that you have accepted his love, not vice versa. He does not expect you to be thankful for it – no, not at all, he does not even need your thanks. He thanks you for accepting his love. And when two mature persons are in love, one of the greatest paradoxes of life happens, one of the most beautiful phenomena: they are together and yet tremendously alone; they are together so much so that they are almost one. But their oneness does not destroy their individuality, in fact, it enhances it: they become more individual.
Two mature persons in love help each other to become more free. There is no politics involved, no diplomacy, no effort to dominate. How can you dominate the person you love? Just think over it. Domination is a sort of hatred, anger, enmity. How can you think of dominating a person you love? You would love to see the person totally free, independent; you will give him more individuality. That’s why I call it the greatest paradox: they are together so much so that they are almost one, but still in that oneness they are individuals. Their individualities are not effaced – they have become more enhanced. The other has enriched them as far as their freedom is concerned.
Immature people falling in love destroy each other’s freedom, create a bondage, make a prison. Mature persons in love help each other to be free; they help each other to destroy all sorts of bondages. And when love flows with freedom there is beauty. When love flows with dependence there is ugliness.
Osho (via psych-facts)
I was never able to really explain it until now.